after i saw your pictures with your current girlfriend, it made me realise how stupid i was for pushing you away when you wanted to get together with me:( you seemed to be the perfect one for me! but i was really scared cos i knew from the very beginning, long distance relationships can never work and you deserve someone that`ll always be there for you (physically). uggh, why in the steaming hell do i have to live in england?:( now here i am, all alone imagining what might have been and what could have been if i had been there. but there`s really no point on dwelling in the past, is there? you`re happy now, with her. and i`m kinda okay i guess. i`m guna try not to go through the motions, waiting and hoping you`ll want me again. you might have had me open but now i must be going cos i got a life to do.
lol i`m feeling so melodramatic right now so i had to let it all out. kthnxbi.
